I would like to be a mom, once again

If you want to give your baby up, please let me/us adopt. Please.

pseudo-pregnancy / pseudograviditet

How come I can only find information about dogs and rats, when it comes to pseudo-pregnancy?

I am experiencing a pseudo-pregnancy right now. It has lasted for 2/3 month, and believe me, I am NOT pregnant. All tests are negative. But my breast are sore, for the second month, I have nausea, taste metal, I feel a baby moving, and finally my uterus is hard, just like when having contractions from week 15.


Am I human?

again

This picture speaks for itself:

2.sep.10 - 3+5 and 3+6

Can you be pregnant without the HCG

Can you be pregnant without the HCG

YES! I have read a lot of pages on the internet and I have figured out 3 reasons:

1. You can be pregnant and not generate HCG. Not even a blood test can tell if you are pregnant.
- How to see it then: Get an ultrasound!

2. You can be a slow starter. Hcg double up about every third day, so wait it out...
- you cannot trust that it double up every third day. That is just an average pregnancy!

3. It is possible that you had a chemical pregnancy or a miscarrie. Your body still thinks it is pregnant, but your are not. Sorry.
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Why am I writing this. I know my symptoms, and I just know I am pregnant. But the test is negative and so is my mood. Please God, let me have another child!
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One more thing: If you generate Hcg, without being pregant, you might have menopause or you can be sick or you can take medicin that makes it rice.

Another pregnancy - July 2010

Here we go again. What else can I say. I was actually trying to awoid getting pregnant this month, but for some reasson, we became pregnant anyway. But since I am pregnant, we might as well enjoy the few days of it (that was ironic)


Oh well, it was a biochemic instead.

Lucky me!

My husband think we should give it up. Completely! Darn! How can I stop? I am almost addicted to getting pregnant. It has been my life every month for the past 7 years. I have forgotten how to live "normally". Who am I? What do I do for fun?
I just don't want to have fun. I want to be pregnant and have a baby! A sister or brother for my son! Why give up? I am only 39. I have at least 5 good pregnant years left. I hope. I don't wanna give up.
I feel so depressive after he said that. Like I have nothing (besides my son, naturally) back to live for.
But most of all, I just feel sad, and unfair treated by God, and I feel alone! Sadly alone!
My husband dons't even ask me how I feel anymore, when I am pregnant. He assures me that he loves me, which I believe. But yet I am alone with my thoughts and feelings.


Halloooooooo, anybody out there, going thru the same?

5+4 - Pregnancy ended

well, "what comes easy, goes easy"! 

*crying* *again*